You Succeed

Today, I heard about how my other family members see me as a toxic no-gooder just trying to take money away from my brother and sister. Whether it's getting a treat for my kids, using my mum's car, don't know what else.

I know. I get it. Everything I do is poisoned.

I kind of realised I'm the devil.

But sometimes I just wish at least they tell it to me directly.

Everytime they invite me to meet them.

So many smiles.

Treats for my kids.

Extreme politeness.

Everytime I turn my back.

I'm not trying to succeed you know.

I already gave it up.

I want to disappear from your life.

I don't think the devil ever wins.

The devil goes to hell.

I'm kinda ready to go there. I am.

Because it's pretty painful here sometimes.

It's better if you all just leave me alone. Just exorcise me from your lives.