Today, I heard about how my other family members see me as a toxic no-gooder just trying to take money away from my brother and sister. Whether it's getting a treat for my kids, using my mum's car, don't know what else.
I know. I get it. Everything I do is poisoned.
I kind of realised I'm the devil.
But sometimes I just wish at least they tell it to me directly.
Everytime they invite me to meet them.
So many smiles.
Treats for my kids.
Extreme politeness.
Everytime I turn my back.
I'm not trying to succeed you know.
I already gave it up.
I want to disappear from your life.
I don't think the devil ever wins.
The devil goes to hell.
I'm kinda ready to go there. I am.
Because it's pretty painful here sometimes.
It's better if you all just leave me alone. Just exorcise me from your lives.
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