Happiness

I know I owe you a lifetime of happiness

And in many ways I have failed, even as I tried

And I will never be able to keep the promises

Or live the life that you wanted to

What else can I say but sorry

Perhaps one day you will understand

Why it was came to be this way

We will never stop to wonder

What God did and what he planned

Still I'm always wishing life is more than this

That in chasing certain aspects of happiness

We find others

Just like A & E

They will be your happiness

A lifetime of happiness

I believe so

Just because

They are part of you.

Just as they are part of me

I hope I don't let them down

But surely I will

I am just human

No doubt about that

And humans always fail

I hope you find your lifetime of happiness

Even if not from me

And even if A & E fail you too

I hope you grant them

The lifetime of forgiveness

That you also extended to me

Happy Birthday

To the person who reads this blog the most

I owe you a lifetime of happiness

I always will

But I will also always try